September 8, 2003

Courtney holds the baby blanket and says "I'm sorry baby"

She starts to cry

Jason comes home - Courtney is asleep
 

He gently wakes her up

She says "You came back". He wants to know what else he would do. She says to get away from her as far as possible
 

He tells her he isn't leaving - no matter what
 

He just hates feeling like he can't help her when she needs him
 

They talk about the baby blanket she is holding. She tells him it is the only thing she has that proves there was a baby
 

She thinks maybe she shouldn't have told him about the miscarriage - it would have been easier had he not known
He tells her that he could see something tearing her up inside. A secret between them would have just driven them farther apart
She apologizes to him, saying she wants to get over this and bounce back but she can't. She is trapped in a vicious cycle of anger and grief

Jason reminds her of when they were trapped in the snow and they talked about going away together

But they never had the chance because other things kept coming up. He tells right now, there is nothing more important than them
He asks her if she will go away with him

He tells her "Just let me help you, ok?"

Courtney is packed and puts the baby blanket in the closet. Jason comes down

She tells him by the time they get back, maybe she will give it away. Jason says there is no deadline

She wants to start letting go of the pain and realizing what she has - starting with him



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